MONSTER

I cannot tell
How much my heart aches
As I lie here in my bed
Dazed
Confused
Yearning
My life’s experiences
Gathered
Into a few moments in time
The assault was fierce
The tears many
The shuddering
The shaking
The screaming
As I remembered
Nights of nakedness
And torture
Humiliation
Powerlessness
I the object
He the Master
Lord of All
Spat upon
As astride me he stood
Naked
Pure power
I re-live those memorise
Knowing that this monster
Still holds me
And there is no escape