TRYING TO GO OUT

I am hoping to go out today. It will be the first time since my escapade at the hospital the other week. I have to say that I am scared, as it involves walking in total blackness down the very narrow ramp outside our front door to get to the car. It terrifies me. It is not exactly even, and I have to rely on my husband shouting out to me to move to the left or the right. I cannot get my wheelchair down there so I have to walk and I wobble. It is really scary but I have no one to help me. I fear becoming totally housebound. It is really scary. We are not going anywhere special but I really do want to find a way of still getting to the car. It is not parked too far away from the house but it is just that damned ramp. No one has any ideas what we can do with the ramp. Wish me luck lol